Let’s talk about Saturn and how it organizes karmic debt in someone’s natal chart. I’m not using the word “organize” by chance here, since Saturn is the soul’s bureaucrat, symbolically governing our limits, boundaries, karmic tests and time. When in conjunction (which is another way of saying it sits closely side by side with another planet) with the native’s Moon in a birth-chart, it has a freezing effect over the person’s emotional life and brings about major fears in the path of their emotional expressiveness.
The Moon represents the native’s emotional life, sense of belonging and relationship with the mother. It is the moon which takes in the early conditioning a child receives from his social environment and determines: how the child will later respond emotionally, what experiences will instinctively speak to the forming adult’s mind, and how the child’s personal likes and dislikes are formed.
When Saturn encircles the Moon, issues of integrating the anima (mother/female figure) and the animus (father/male figure) are forefront in a person’s life. Perhaps the father was weak, absent or neglectful. Perhaps he died prematurely or suffered from illness, which determined the child (whether boy or girl) to take on some characteristics of the father figure. In addition, the mother might have been living under a lot of stress and pressure (also in connection with something related to the father’s problems) and might have been emotionally unavailable, which left the native constantly yearning for the mother’s affection, because it might have felt like it was never enough. The mother might have been critical of the child’s emotional displays and set harsh punishments or simply did not have the time to comfort the baby. The native then grows up starved for affection, looking for ways to self-provide the nurturing that lacked in his/her childhood. The life-time lesson then becomes mothering your self back to full emotional health.
Once the native survives adolescence, in which he/she will be tested, the gift acquired is emotional resilience. This resilience will help the person solve karmic bonds and pay back their ‘karmic debt’ (acquired for not learning empathy in a previous life-time) in every relationship the native forms.
Through meeting people and bonding with them, the native will risk themselves emotionally over and over again, which goes against their overly-protective and deeply sensitive nature they have. But precisely by overcoming their sensitivity and emotional shyness, and refusing to let others pressure them, they become a rock, a stable foundation to lean on, and an inspiration for other people’s lives. The motto “Feel the fear and do it anyway” must have been created for them (or by them).
Such people will express their love in practical ways, offering you a blanket when you are cold, a shoulder to cry on, and will always make sure there are food provisions at hand; also, they will defend the ones they love to the point of acting cruel to the ones that cause them harm. However, when the conjunction is expressed well, and having suffered themselves emotionally, the natives find it hard to see suffering in other people and will go to great lengths to help soothe the emotional pain of others – ironically, they end up becoming the nurturing mother they never felt they had while growing up. And even more ironically through this nurturing process, they begin to understand the hardships of their own mother’s life and begin to have a much better relationship with her as they get older.
In its essence, Moon conjunct Saturn is about the process of learning to love unconditionally, and express this love to all mankind, when perhaps there wasn’t enough of it to go around as the native was growing up or the love came with certains conditions (‘I’ll only love you if you are obedient’ etc.) Therefore one learns to suppress their emotions because other material issues were more pressing such as needing to find food or trying to keep safe. The emotional life of the native was kept in a disciplined check and there wasn’t any room for overt spontaneous displays of affection since the circumstances were perceived as difficult or filled with hardship. Obviously, for a child who has emotional vulnerability, this is a tough lesson to learn and the consequences of this process is that it can inhibit feeling joy for a long time in their life (even when the outer circumstances have improved there is still fear of being vulnerable or ‘not enough’).
Moon conjunct Saturn builds up a toughness that is concealed by an endearing smile, that smile that acknowledges that I’ve been through a lot, I’m still here and I can love like no one else can. But this involves showing vulnerability, and Moon conjunct Saturn has suffered in the past from wearing their heart of their sleeves, therefore this side of them doesn’t appear too often. At a mere hint of rejection or threat from other people, the same smile can veer into a sarcastic defense. This is meant to hide the native’s inborn seriousness loudly declaring don’t mess with me.
However, as the native matures, Saturn lessens the tight grip over the native’s emotional world, and there are less tests to overcome, and there begins an outpouring of astounding emotional versatility and thirst for life which enlivens people around them who are shocked to find that the stern and emotionally undemonstrative child turned into an ‘entertainer’ or ‘the life of the party’ or a ‘healing presence’. For Moon conjunct Saturn natives, growing up and growing older is truly worth it, because the more time passes the more Saturn writes off the debt they carried from previous lives and unshackles them emotionally. Paradoxically, the older they become they then start behaving like the children they weren’t allowed to be (for good and for worse, in some cases).
Therefore, there comes a point in the native’s life when they must start expressing their feelings instead of guarding them because in this way they will begin to attract people to them; protecting themselves against emotional pain and the threat of loneliness, will only make them be even more lonely. Younger people especially will be drawn to them as they appear wise and considerate of the feelings of others, much like a teacher or spiritual guide, and this is the gift that Saturn gives: Moon conjunct Saturn people although seemingly tough, make incredibly devoted parents, sensitively in tune to their children’s needs, and responsible to a fault. By raising their own children, they heal the inner child they once were, thse children who did not receive as much affection as needed to feel safe and full of confidence but rather got harsh lessons in stoicism.
The natives with this combination look wise beyond their years and are very calm in the face of a crisis. And this explanation applies as well to those that have Moon square Saturn and Moon opposite Saturn in their birthcharts, although to a less intense degree than with the conjunction. These natives make use of their sensitive capacity and observe patiently before reacting, in order to chose the appropriate emotional resource. Perhaps this is why there are so many alluring actresses amongst them, because not reacting emotionally in a spontaneous way, offers you the necessary time to think through which emotion you can display to help you in social relations. With this comes a great capacity to take on roles, to put on masks, to hide what you truly feel or release your emotions only when it is safe enough to let them ‘loose’.
To help illustrate this point, here are some celebrities who have this placement in their natal charts.
Sophia Loren has Moon conjunct Saturn in Aquarius (just like Joan Crawford) and in the second house – she has the prototypical example of a rags to rices story: born in poverty, in Naples with an absent father that barely gave her his name, grew up sick and hungry during the war years, became a model after cease-fire, then had her big break when Carlo Ponti noticed her in a restaurant and through a lifetime of filming movie after movie and making high-profile friendships, she became an international star – I highly recommend her beautiful autobiography “Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow” for a case study of how Moon-Saturn in the 2nd house manifests – it’s an inspiring and beautiful reading). This quote aptly describes how one lives with a Moon-Saturn conjunction:
“The differentness of my family – my absent father, my mother who was more beautiful than other mothers – had made me suffer tremendously. It had filled me with shame, and at the same time it was my fortune. It was the strength that forced me to work, to show others who I was, to choose a path for myself when I was still very young. In other words, “success is a surrogate for unattainable normality”
Notice that the word she chooses to describe her suffering is “differentness” and notice as well, that her conjunction is in the sign of Aquarius – the sign of the eccentric, the odd-one-out, the unique and the different. Truly beautiful.
Patricia Clarkson has the ultimate Moon conjunct Saturn in its ruler Capricorn but also conjunct her Sun – she is known for having achieved success in her acting career later in her life (Saturn releases rewards in time, and through perseverance). In her own words:
But no, had I been successful in my 20s I would have been just fine, but it is nice to define the odds.
Maria Callas has a McS in Libra, although considerably apart which slightly lessens turgid effect and strongly energized by a perfect conjunction to Mars as well; it’s also a placement of Saturn in its exaltation, which helps provide healthier structures to a person’s life. An exaltation is when a planet is in a sign that enhances it’s qualities and it appears as a very good fit; it is considered by astrologers that Saturn’s disciplining influence, if applied in combination with Libran qualities of logic, balance and beauty, greatly benefits the native.
Olga Kurylenko has McS in Virgo – a better placement since it’s a stabilizing influence between Saturn and Mercury, who are both in two earthy signs in her chart. This is forming a harmonious trine, where Saturn’s structuring energy helps the needs for stability that a Virgo moon requires. The downside is that a far too greater attention to detail creates a lot of emotional worrying.
…and so does Angelica Huston, albeit further apart by degrees.
Scarlett Johansson has McS in Scorpio (like Katy Perry and Mila Kunis). This one brings a deep emotional nature but also the impulse to conceal it underneath an “I’m really ok” exterior. The natives are incredibly perceptive, sensitive and may have suffered emotionally quite a lot growing up, mostly in relationship with how they took in their mother figure, who might have been perceived as over-bearing, and far too intimate with them, almost to the point of crossing healthy sexual boundaries.
Cindy Crawford has McS in Pisces on her Midheaven (her public image), and both are amped up by a powerful opposition to a Pluto-Uranus conjunction in Virgo. No wonder she became a world-wide known model with an enduring perfect-like image.
Drew Barrymore has Mcs in Cancer (a difficult placement since all the nurturing qualities of Cancer are drained by the sombre perspective on life which Saturn gives). She is known for having had a rough upbringing and having fought addictions.
Ellen Page in particular is a brilliant example (and is dear to me since I admire her for her acting and her courage to speak about her sexuality, but also because we are born days apart which makes our charts similar).
Notice that 4 of these celebrities have their Sun in Pisces (Ellen, Cindy, Drew and Sharon). I’m particularly aware of this since I’m also a Pisces Sun; I think that being a Pisces for so long I can say that Moon conjunct Saturn hurts like nothing else but it also gives a kick in the butt to apply yourself to any task at hand, and rewards the native with a great work ethic. This is beneficial to Pisceans who sometimes struggle to put into tangible results what they concoct with the gift of their limitless imagination.
It takes effort and perseverance to grow into a Moon-Saturn conjunction but once you’ve progressed through the forming years, learned all the lessons and integrated the emotional hardships, there is much light and joy to be experienced as one grows in wisdom and a gains a genuine understanding of the value of vulnerability in bringing people together.
The downside can be that because of experiencing recurring obstacles and emotionally scarring situation, the person might become embittered, judgmental and withdrawn from social life, this is the negative manifestation of a poorly understood and integrated Moon-Saturn conjunction. But by not letting depression eat the core of your confidence and by overcoming tough situations in relationships with your close ones, the native reaches a sense of empowerment. Adopting this attitude dissolves the metaphorical ice rings of Saturn around the native’s heart one step at a time, and the person becomes free in time, to live an unrestrained emotional life after many tests.
Fighting against restriction and suppression begins with a moment of awareness of just how difficult everything feels, and deciding to change it for the better, to lift those sleeves up and do the hard work. As we’ve seen in the examples above, what beauty and prolific work this toughness creates!
Once the native with the Moon conjunct Saturn decide to share their sensitive feelings rather than be afraid of them, to express themselves and create enduring emotional bonds, they can inspire great feelings in the minds and hearts of others as well.
Moon-conjunct Saturn by signs:
In Aries – fear of being creative, of initiating, of being oneself, will be tested through many conflicts, by being placed in situations of having to start things, to take inititative, to be a morally sound leader. With this placement it’s advised to develop a healthy work-out routine, to practice a team sport and take care of your body since anger issues are proeminent, and especially anger which is directed at established authority, at traditional institutions. Boundaries are usually created through deep spiritual work (religious beliefs, prayers, yoga, kundalini exercises etc.)
In Taurus – fear of bodily dissolution, of being penniless, of dying of hunger; will have to prove their worth in relationships with other, to learn to love themselves, to gather and protect possessions, create a stable reality and have a steady income. Their best assets are their capacity to create long-term relationships which will also help them financially in the long run, and their innate beauty (both inner and outer) and figuring out ways in which this beauty can help them establish a prosperous reality.
In Gemini – fear of being misunderstood, of not being allowed to learn or to speak up, of being perceived as different and punished for this; you could also be religiously persecuted. Life will put you into situations where you’ll have to resolve conflicts through conversations, or where you’ll be engaged in many debates, to craft your speech patterns in all forms of communication whether in writing, speaking but also non-verbal communication, to perfection; you might also be given a lot of work in forms of editing books, marking essays, or publishing essays, you might struggle to create a social media presence, but once you do in time, it will be highly influential.
In Cancer – fear of being abandoned, of losing your home, of not having parents who are present and offering you safety, of not knowing how to create comfort in your environment. You will be tested in your parenting capacities, in your ability to create safety, to save money and buy a home, to be nurturing and get in touch with your emotions in a positive, creative and life-affirming way. You learn the toughest lessons through your children, but they also end up being your safe haven in this world. This is the placement that has to somehow consider the people at work their family as well, and learns in time how to properly soother and nurture others, rather than giving in to dramatic emotional whims that burn their social bridges.
In Leo – fear of being over-looked, ignored, not making a contribution in the world, of not being loved; will be tested by situations of having to assume leadership responsibilities, of creating a long-lasting legacy, of being judged according to high beauty standards and the capacity to inspire and teach others. For this, you’ll need to have a balanced sense of self-esteem in the world. This is also the aspect of being bullied by a group and learning to rise above this, to lead people from the heart rather than diminish your light to please others so you can have any kind of ‘public’. Think quality not quantity with this placement, think sex with a committed partner who grows with you and gives you deep spritual and sexual pleasure, rather than random hook-ups that deplete your energy and create harmful gossip discrediting your reputation.
In Virgo – fear of being untidy, of being consider lazy, of not being valued for your work, of being sick, and of being ignored in spite of all of your efforts to contribute to society and make it better. You will be tested in terms in health habits, daily routines, and how you think about reality – you’ll have to be especially careful about what you put into your body, how much you work (you have to schedule in some time for relaxation and fun), and how you handle your nervous energy (take naps and meditate).
In Libra – fear of being ugly, of not being loved, of hurting your body and face, of not being taken care of materially, of being considered stupid and isolated from society, of not being helped and of being completely alone. Life will grant you opportunities to show up and look good, to be disciplined in mind and body, to distribute ideas and link people to each other (in time you grow into the ideal matchmaker and party host), to constantly work at how you look and how you treat others, to be fair and equitable and to be loyal and honest (if you have romantic affairs Saturn will smack you more than others, so be careful). This is where Saturn is exalted so it is auspicious in attracting dignified relationships to you, but beware of power plays!
In Scorpio – fear of sex, of trusting and loving somebody with all the depth of their souls, fear of betrayal and disloyalty, fear of their own power and of their capacity to influence people to receive resources; will be tested in personal and professional relationships, in their commitments, in how they can spiritualise their material stability and imbue it with meaning. Will also have to overcome any sexual hang-ups they might have in order to create long-term relationships with people. Sex, money (worth, value) and trust are major issues in their lives.
In Saggitarius – fear of being considered superficial, stupid, and disloyal, of stagnating in one place, of not being able to grow; will be tested by being placed in situations of sharing knowledge, of disseminating information, of living a happy, constantly widening life, of having to travel for long periods of time to feoregin territories to overcome their prejudices. Most tests will appear regarding the native’s capacity to be optimistic, to have fun and to actually enjoy life, rather than fearing it. A sombre attitude and giving in to their prejudices will bring them more tests.
In Capricorn – fear of being poor, of being a nobody, of not having a social standing, of starving, and being discarded from society (ex. an addict). This is however, one of the best positions of Saturn (it’s the sign of its home), so if you put in the work, show up daily and pass patiently through all the tests in relationships, at work, at home, abroad and within yourself, then Saturn purifies and refines you. You’ll become a master of emotional discipline, you’ll have a high social standing and people will seek your wise counsel. Life becomes more enjoyable and fun after 35 years of age (fight through the depression beforehand through lots of rest and learning, work on your physical health as well!)
In Aquarius – fear of being trapped, of not being allowed to be yourself, of being oppressed by society for who you are (it could be religious persecution, or having to live up to heteronormativity etc.), of living in an ugly and harsh environment where you don’t have access to resources to change it, of not being allowed to think for yourself. Life will grant you access to what you love and allow you to be yourself, but it will be a struggle to prove that who you are in all your quickiness matters to society at large. Great innovators are born with this combination, people that routinely blow our minds.
In Pisces – fear of being neglected, abused, considered selfish, not listened to, walked all over, punished, secluded and not allowed to be creative or to believe in something. You are such a tender soul, but life wants to test you so you can bring out that kindness, that letting go, and that wise Pisces wisdom. You might have to give more than you receive, to be successful in emotional rather than material terms, to fight your fear of water bodies and to have to maintain secrets in spite all odds. One of your parents will need your care and nurture even if they might be the ones that harm you the most, and you might need to travel to great distances and be removed from your place of birth for long periods of time. The best way to soothe this energy is to be create things that make you happy, partner up with someone you trust, rest often and have healthy self-care rituals in place, and always follow your intution and not your logical mind when making decisions.
With universal love,